Future ...

I'm also so much warrying about our future.. i mean, that my boyfriend wants to move to Europe or Australia. At the beginning of these speaches about our future life and s.o I was very sad and didn't want to move to England (this was the first destination point)....But now I am really wanting it ... Of course I'm scared, because we have o start our life again .. Here we have a job, place to live, parents, friends, hobbies, I'm studying .. And there ... what is waiting us there? I know, that we are young and strong to start building our future...but i'm little bit scared ... But....Our friend call us to move to Australia, where he is living at the moment... And if to choose - moving to Europe or Australia, I'm for Europe. My small country is a member of US, so....there's much more possibilities to find ourself somewhre there...And as well, there are some of my claasmates and friedns of childhood in England, so I really think they could help me, if I have some problems and questions about living there... And I really think and know, that if there is some really big problems like - I couldn't find a job (and I'm very sure, that i really find something good for myself...i really think that my english afford me to find something maybe not really dareble, but suitable for my personality) or something else, I can go to airport and fly less that 2 hours and be HOME! There's one more point that I really scared to pause right now - STUDIYNG ... I really want to study! I got a free place to study at my High scool, so I am not really sure, how my passion about that could change, if we move to England. If to talk about Australia I can say, that weather and nature are veeeeeery big + to this place....BUT! You have a veeeery long flyght! You don't have a possibility to fly home quickly , if there's big problems happening with you..And i don't have anybody there .. except for boyfriends friend .. And I'm also scared of unemployment and studying ... I really don't know what to do... But boyfriend says, that he is really wanting the changes ... he really wants to move somewhere elseto find a better life .. And by now I'm the biggest STOPPER for him at the moment .. I really scared, shocked and don't know how to be and what to do ...